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Cuartoscuro
03:53
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One last midnight
Blend in the low light
Dim my Merlot life
The time is right
Tonight tonight’s right
I see you in my dreams
I tell you everything
It keeps on happening
Over and over
You brought all your friends out
Got you feeling like the one now
Like the feeling that you’re on now
The vibes are on loud
You smile at the crowd but no photo op could leave you on top
The tears are nonstop
You opened the box
You walked in the spot
You talked the big talk and now
I see you in my dreams
I tell you everything
It keeps on happening
Over and over
I don’t want to spiral
I don’t want to smile
Smiles turn to frowns
Now I’m in denial
I don’t want to dial your number
Get your voicemail with a face full of blunder
Know we had a choice and we left it asunder
On the dance floor with a step full of wonder
I don’t want sweet dreams
I don’t want to cry
Cries turn to laughter
Later I’m a sweet thing
I don’t want the evening to end
Get up the nerve til I see you again
Float on a swerve just a sheet in the wind
Pouring new wine in the same old skin
I see you in my dreams
I tell you everything
It keeps on happening
Over and over
You can cry now
And you smile now
And you can have it all
Tonight
Tonight
My merlot life
Over and over
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Pin Drop
02:44
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Won’t you come to my place?
You like how the wine tastes
You see look on my face
And smile and laugh
And you say you like all the books on my bookcase
And I say
Drop your location
You know I’m waiting
I’m on my way then
I’m on my way
I will take your pain
Try to make it mine for as long as I can
Just give it time don’t cover up the stain
Will you take my name?
Take me as I am?
Me and all my shame?
I got to be upfront with you
That winter took it out of me
But here I am in front of you
So why don’t you
Drop your location
You know I’m waiting
I’m on my way then
I’m on my way
Leave it all behind
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Vesuvio
03:00
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I put them all on hold
I wrote your name in bold
Then I hung up the phone
Then I hit the studio
Poems at Vesuvio’s
My Vesuvio
I dreamt a loathsome dream
It sunk to the bottom of me
The world started to end
But you weren’t here with me
So tonight in the hours
I’ll be dreaming of home
There’s a killer outside
In a city full of cinder
It’s a pity to be tender on a night like this
We get carried away by a day so calloused
In the waking hours
We live inside a dream
In the witching hours
We love inside a shadow
I can feel me slipping away
Everyone that I used to be
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I was getting to you
Through all the anybodies
I was getting to you
You were growing on me
I didn’t owe anybody anything
I was getting to you
Glue
Stuck together finally
Broken pieces
Climbing trees
Foraging
Poison ivy on my eyelids
Round and round my timepiece
I thank God that I found you
I know this feeling’s true
Because when I’m not with you I’m feeling like your blue jeans, baby
Even on our off days
When we think we lost it, look how far we’ve come now, baby
I spilled wine on my blue jeans
With my lips on your blue dream
I just want you to sing
I just want you to sing
He went to prom with her
She a Soprano. He a tenor.
She left a tip for the bartender
She left the bar tender
Caught a cab
Went home sad
She wrote a long letter
Sitting in her arm chair
Fainting spells
She had her mom’s hair
But she dyed it blonde
And he gave her long stare
She replied with an "au contraire, mon ami, don’t you know it’s me?"
Shook his head
Hit him back wit a "c’est la vie"
She stayed home watching Amelie
There he laid in the shade of her favorite palm tree
I was getting to you
Through all the anybodies
I was getting to you
You were growing on me
I didn’t owe anybody anything
I was getting to you
Glue
Stuck together finally
I know this feeling’s true
Because when I’m not with you I’m feeling like your blue jeans, baby
Even on our off days
When we think we lost it, look how far we’ve come now, baby
I spilled wine on my blue jeans
With my lips on your blue dream
I just want you to sing
I just want you to sing
I’m torn ( I was getting to you)
I’m ripped (I was getting to you)
I’m worn (I was getting to you)
I’m faded
I was getting to you
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Maybe I Was Wrong
03:45
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You turned your back on me
Thought you had everything to offer me
I stayed the same
I played your—
I have nothing left to say
Where you go missing in a cliché
You’re lost in a cliché
People can change I still believe that
Maybe I’m naïve maybe I need that
Maybe I was wrong
So wrong
So long
With you
I just don’t belong
I’m so alone
With you
I was just trying to keep it together
Everybody knows that we ain’t together
When I saw you out front
All of it crept in at once
Giving my all to a lost cause
Looking for the end of this long pause
I keep giving in to see you again
I kept giving in when I shouldn’t have been
I can see it ending now
I can see it ending now
And I could’ve made it right some now
But I think I see it ending now
Watching you go
You know I couldn’t stomach it
Wishing I were Superman
Bullets bouncin off of me
I’d jump in front of it
Oncoming traffic
Planes that are plummeting
Buildings collapse on you
I’d fall up under it
I was such a fan of you
Standing on that precipice
Extend my hand to you
But you couldn’t handle what I am
So what I am to you now
Is a scramble of memories littering your Instagram
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& It Feels Like
03:26
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Tell me I’m your favorite still
I want to be your favorite still
We used to dance away the days
Now I don’t know
When I close my eyes
Will you still be by my side?
We need a little time to grow
We used to listen to the radio
We used live in happy homes
Now your just a number on my phone
I was too late
And the party was over
And to think I had a drink in my hand
Now I’m going home sober
And I’m dancing alone tonight
It’s okay to be alone tonight
Am I bad for you
Am I just too bad for you?
Am I?
Why you got an attitude?
Young living with an attitude
I’m sick for the limelight
But I’m ill from these long nights
I'm sick for the limelight though
But I'm still ill
I was too late
And the party was over
And to think I had a drink in my hand
Now I’m going home sober
And I’m dancing alone tonight
It’s okay to be alone tonight
And it feels like
And it feels like
And it feels like
Feel-good World
It’s such a feel-good world
I’m tryna heal in this world
But I’m too ill, world
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7. |
IKOV
02:59
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I am glowing
phosphorescent - Song for Zula
You on the medulla
All I wanna know
Always been a screw up
But I just see your afterglow
Wonder maybe after show
Hit the road and elope
Taste your flesh, cantaloupe
I can’t stand to be alone
You can’t stand to be alone
Let’s make happy home
One thing you need to know about me
Is that I need to know that you can’t go a day without me
I like way you say my name
You know Adam, you know Faim
I just want to say your name the same way your mother says it
Nothing more nothing less
(Like satisfaction)
And suddenly one day
I turned the IK
Into an OV
Between the LE
Feelin like I got a glock in my rari
And my girl remind me of Rory
Every time we show up to the party
It’s something like Topanga and Cory
Sweeter than an Almond Roca
Toca, toca
She a work of art belong in MOCA or maybe MoMA
Sippin' on some boba
Maybe she could be my baby momma
Pretty baby I can be your Palagliacci
I’ll entertain you
I can be your Tamogatchi
Rub your back everyday
Keep the Rose Quartz in the place that we stay
(Like satisfaction)
And suddenly one day
I turned the IK
Into an OV
Between the LE
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